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this is even more about me ... it should probably be on the 'about me' page ... but i don't feel like putting it there i am not in any one group or clique ... but rather caught between several of them. i am part nerd, jock, reject, and moron. i am also quite "out of the loop" because many of my 'friends' go to the same church. so this leaves me out of their social circle and lost during many conversations ... yeah ... it sucks i'm (supposedly) smart, but i do a lot of dumb things, and this gets depressing. i often get the impression that many people think i have no problems because i am smart (good grades, etc) ... someone even told me this once. it really pissed me off. so i'd like to set the record straight on this one - that assumption is completely false. i am so pathetic ... that i can't even come up with a good metaphor for it ... now i'm going back to writing things list style ... that way i don't repeat myself ... besides ... it's a little more fun ... - i am bored - i am tired - according to shawn spedaro i am a bitch - i can sometimes be funny - i hate my school - i hate *most of* the people at my school - i am agressive - i like to paint my nails fun odd colors - i am good at irritating my dad - i detest my dad - i spend a lot of time on my floor - i don't study ... it just doesn't happen - i am an advocate of procrastination - i am a slow runner - i get picked on - i am kinda short - i like church camp - i like summer - i like gym class - i am "15 going on 20" - i was born under a blue moon - i write sometimes - i correct the grammar of others - i help people only if they ask nicely - i share a room - i am a smartass - i talk back - i have a slightly warped imagination - i say odd, random things for the amusement of others - i've got rhythym - i've got music - i don't get much sleep - i have a lot of spare time on my hands - i don't like mean people - i can't stand snobs and preppy people - i always end up getting fucked over - i am gonna go for now - i need a nap