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if you open your mind for me you won't rely on open eyes to see the walls you built within come tumbling down and a new world will begin living twice at once you learn you're safe from pain in the dream domain a soul set free to fly a round trip journey in your head master of illusion, can you realize your dream's alive, you can be the guide... silent lucidity queensryche we spend all of our lives going out of our minds looking back to our births, forward to our demise... they stood up for love live flies in the vasoline we are some times it blows my mind. vasoline stone temple pilots hang my head drown my fear till you all just disappear black hole sun soundgarden i had a dream my life would be so different from this hell i'm living so different now from what it seemed now life has killed the dream i dreamed. les miserables i don't wanna be immortal or legend or anything cause the longer i'm alive, the better off you'll be get ready for epitome, come on and pity me... will you kill me if i say please? jumpdafuckup soulfly & corey (of slipknot) and i feel that so much depends on the weather, so is it raining in your bedroom? plush stone temple pilots help me i broke apart my insides help me i've got no soul to sell help me the only thing that works for me help me get a way from myself... you can have my isolation you can have the hate that it brings you can have my absense of faith you can have my everything closer nine inch nails it's safe to say o don't desire everything you push inside my head and i'll reject it until i'm dead jesus or a gun ...we'll forget the past but maybe I'm not able fields of butterflies reality escapes her shimmer fuel and all i wanted was the simple things a simple kind of life and all i needed was a simple man so i could be a wife simple kind of life no doubt it's hard to believe that there's nobody out there it's hard to believe that i'm all alone under the bridge red hot chili peppers i climb, hand over hand, closing my eyes too scared to look down i climb, hand over hand putting distance between i and i and the ground what could be better than a swan dive into the asphalt? swan dive (hed)pe twist my words the way that you do cause it falls on deaf ears now still i've learned to numb your views but they're still inside me synthetic spineshank could've been easier on you couldn't change though i wanted to glycerine bush every one of us was made to suffer every one of us was made to weep but we've been hurting one another and now the pain has cut too deep walking on broken glass annie lennox so i walk up on high and i step to the edge to see my world below and i laugh at myself as the tears roll down cause it's the world i know it's the world I know the world i know collective soul i had visions, i was in them i was looking into the mirror to see a little bit clearer rottenness and evil in me flagpole sitta harvey danger its not like you killed someone its not like you drove a hateful spear into his side praise the one who left you broken down and paralyzed he did it all for you he did it all for you oh so many ways for me to show you how your dogma has abandoned you pray! to your christ, to your god never taste of the fruit never stray, never brake, never choke on the lie even though he's the one who did this to you you never thought to question why judith but i threw you the obvious just to see if there was more behind the eyes of a fallen angel eyes of a tragedy 3 libras a perfect circle did you happen to catch or did it happen so fast what you thought would always last has passed you by is everything speeding up or am i slowing down just spinning around and i don't know why all the pieces don't fit thought i didn't give a shit i never wanted to be like you but for all i aspire i am really a liar and i'm running out of things i can do well okay, enough, you've had your fun but come on thare has to be someone that hasn't yet become so numb and succumb and god damn i am so tired of pretending of wishing i was ending when all i'm really doing is trying to hide and keep it inside and fill it with lies open my eyes? maybe i wish i could try where is everybody nine inch nails